joi, 25 martie 2010

Dissolution of dreams or the double d

It's one of those days I wish I wouldn't have woke up in the morning. Simple as that. So little energy, so many things to do and the mood for doing them is missing completely.
I don't feel well at all. Not even physically. My head aches, my stomach gives me unpleasant grooves and my heart is so tired. What can I do? I can't do anything but wait and hope.
I need a sign from her and I certainly want to be a good sign. Damn, I said "want" when I should've said "desire". It's more appropriate.
After the sms-exchange we had last night I cannot rest until I don't see she is settled and not tormented anymore. Oh, she worries about such silly things sometimes (at least from my point of view).
My dreams are decomposing and blowing in the wind. Or at least they want to. But I won't let them. No sir, I won't!
She's my baby and I surely will make her happy and throw away every fear and worry she does have.
I was born to do that.

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